I heard it said that very far away from here, on the wrong
side of the deserts of Cathay and in a country dedicate to
winter, are all the years that are dead. And there a
certain valley shuts them in and hides them, as rumor has
it, from the world, but not from the sight of the moon nor
from those that dream in his rays.
And I said: I will go from here by ways of dream and I
will come to that valley and enter in and mourn there for
the good years that are dead. And I said: I will take a
wreath, a wreath of mourning, and lay it at their feet in
token of my sorrow for their dooms.
And when I sought about among the flowers, among the
flowers for my wreath of mourning, the lily looked too large
and the laurel looked too solemn and I found nothing frail
enough nor slender to serve as an offering to the years that
were dead. And at last I made a slender wreath of daisies
in the manner that I had seen them made in one of the years
that is dead.
"This," said I, "is scarce less fragile or less frail
than one of those delicate forgotten years." Then I took my
wreath in my hand and went from here. And when I had come
by paths of mystery to that romantic land, where the valley
that rumour told of lies close to the mountainous moon, I
searched among the grass for those poor slight years for
whom I bought my sorrow and my wreath. And when I found
there nothing in the grass I said: "Time has shattered them
and swept them away and left not even any faint remains."
But looking upwards in the blaze of the moon I suddenly
saw colossi sitting near, and towering up and blotting out
the stars and filling the night with blackness; and at those
idols' feet I saw praying and making obeisance kings and the
days that are and all times and all cities and all nations
and all their gods. Neither the smoke of incense nor of the
sacrifice burning reached those colossal heads, they sat
there not to be measured, not to be overthrown, not to be
worn away.
I said: "Who are those?"
One answered: "Alone the Immortals."
And I said sadly: "I came not to see dread gods, but I
came to shed my tears and to offer flowers at the feet of
certain little years that are dead and may not come again."
He answered me: "These ARE the years that are dead, alone
the immortals; all years to be are Their children -- They
fashioned their smiles and their laughter; all earthly kings
They have crowned, all gods They have created; all the
events to be flow down from their feet like a river, the
worlds are flying pebbles that They have already thrown, and
Time and all his centuries behind him kneel there with
bended crests in token of vassalage at Their potent feet."
And when I heard this I turned away with my wreath, and
went back to my own land comforted.